Wednesday, March 30, 2011

WIFE, MOTHER AND A FAITHFUL DAUGHTER OF THE CHURCH

It was most appropriate that my aunt, Aurora Quetulio Donadillo, passed-away March 25, 2011 It was the feast of the Annunciation. It was a most suitable day to meet her Creator as a faithful daughter of the Church and as a Marian devotee.

According to her sister (my mother), as a young lady she had considered entering the novitiate and later to take the vows as a religious. Yet God had a different plan for her. She may not have been called to be a religious but her calling was to be a faithful wife and a beloved mother.

I will always remember aunt Rory (as she was fondly called) as a timid and shy person. She was modest in every way. She was very sensitive yet she has the capacity to bear in silence whatever that depressed her. Although she has a confrontational side too, it was outlast by her nature to withdraw from upsetting situations. But she bears difficult situations by prayer, particularly of the Holy Rosary.

As any typical Filipino-Catholic family, we have a special devotion to the Virgin Mary (see blogpost ). Aunt Rory reared her daughters within the folds of the Church. Ever since I can remember, their family has closed affinity with the Church clergy particularly the Dominicans. The Catholic missionaries in their community had become personal friends. Prominent among them was the late Fr. Leo Hofstee O.P. a German prelate who immensely served the poor of the community until his death. Other members of the cleric became extended family that in any necessities can be counted on for spiritual support.

My aunt graduated with the B.S. degree in Physical Therapy at the University of Santo Tomas (a.k.a. The Pontifical and The Catholic University here in Asia). While my cousins attended secondary school at the Holy Rosary College. These are Dominican educational institutions.

As a Physical Therapist, aunt Rory served at the hospital within their community. But as a good and suffering mother that she was, she went abroad to help her husband augment the family income to be able to put their daughters to college. Bearing the pain of being away from her family, her efforts were rewarded by the diligence of their daughters. Soon the eldest became a lawyer and the other finished her degree in education and went on to graduate school to finish her masteral degree.

Aunt Rory suffered from the stroke that caused hemorrhage in her brain that took her in a state of coma. She was admitted to the University of Sto. Tomas University Hospital. As if reunited to her alma mater, The U.S.T., this year coincides with the quadric-centennial (400th) year of the university which was established in 1611. It would have been significant for her to be here if she were conscious. I later realized that nothing can be too trivial a matter at the throes of death. We may find ourselves looking for relevance from the simplest things to make sense of the incomprehensible.
Our family and friends had prayed for aunt Rory in her infirmary. Since only two at a time are allowed to stay at the ICU-CCU during visiting hours, the sympathetic staff let three of us stay and pray the Rosary. Yet we are hopeful of her miraculous recovery, we are resigned to God’s will. We prayed, “Lord, let it be done according to Your will.”

Aunt Rory was finally given the Last Sacrament. We by her deathbed had prayed and commended her soul to God until she breathed her last at about 5:00 pm, the same hour of her husband’s death. It is a bitter-sweet thought that she went ahead not so long after uncle Ledo, her husband, had died. It was only a year since the passing of her husband. It is as if she can’t stand being a widow that so soon she joined him. They were an odd couple. Certainly not perfect. Yet love and faithfulness endured stronger than the imperfections. Hence, it seems that even death can only separate them for so long.

Our family extends the gratitude to those who prayed, offered comfort and extended whatever assistance to us from my aunt’s infirmary to her internment. Special thanks to the priests who had prayed for and with us, gave the sacrament to my aunt and said the Holy Mass throughout the duration of the wake. They are:

Fr. Rogelio Alarcon, O.P.
Fr. Jay Miranda, O.P.
Fr. Raymund Jose, O.P.
Fr. Ferdie Bautista, O.P.
Fr. Clarke Marquez, O.P.
Fr. Jojo Dagohoy, O.P.

I conclude this post with the most essential message from God. This we have to remember so that we may neither fear death nor suffer too much from grief. Jesus said, “I am the resurrection and the life that whoever believes in Me shall live though he died. And have eternal life.” ( John 11:25-26)

Wednesday, March 9, 2011

FROM ASHES TO ETERNAL LIFE: A Reflection for Ash Wednesday 2011



The observance of Ash Wednesday today, as we begin the season of Lent, we are once again called to reflect on how we live our lives and contemplate what is essential in our life.

The Ritual of the Ashes, as it is called, is when the faithful are marked with a cross on the forehead using ashes from burned palm branches blessed from Palm Sunday of last year. This rite reminds us of our mortality and of how life can be so temporal. God said, “From dust you came, and to dust you shall return.” (Genesis 3:19)

Despite of this, we are however reminded that there is a promise of immortality to those who hope in God’s mercy through Jesus Christ who gave up His life for our salvation. “I am the resurrection and the life. Whoever believes in Me, though he died, shall live.” (John 10:25)

Most of us are probably intrigued if there really is an afterlife. In fact it is an issue that is in the core of every religion in the world. The human mind has forever been contemplating the existence of a world beyond this realm. Science has yet to discover whether it is real or not. Philosophy can only explain as far as human reason may permit. While the arts can only proximate the idea of the hereafter only through creativity and imagination.

It is only by faith can we truly believe the eternal life. It does make sense to most of us to believe that a life awaits us from this temporal existence. It is what gives meaning to the issues we confront in our lives. What is the point of doing good, being loving or caring, or bearing sacrifices if these does not warrant any reward after this lifetime? On the otherhand, there has to be a corresponding punishment for bad deeds, too.

Living in this imperfect world characterized by pain, suffering, difficulties and oppression, the idea of an afterlife gives us so much hope that we have the chance to be in a place of perfect happiness, joy, tranquility and freedom someday. Provided we have fulfilled what has been required of us by our faith. Or suffer the contrary consequences. Indeed, the eternal life is the ultimate act of Divine Justice.

Yes, it is but a matter of time. We each will leave this world when our respective lifetimes are over. The afterlife can be a heavenly thought or dreadful as hell. How we live and spend our lifetime here shall determine our place of immortality.

Let us pray,

Dear God,
As we begin the observance of Lent,
let us make the necessary reparations
so that we may be worthy to share in
the joy of Easter.

As today, Ash Wednesday,
we are reminded of our own mortality,
may we fully realize our total dependence
on Your mercy and salvation.

Strengthen us in our faith in Jesus Christ,
the resurrection and the life. So that we
may be worthy of His promises.

Forgive our sinfulness, O Lord
and give us a forgiving heart as well.
May humility and perseverance
guide us through our daily life.

We pray for a heavenly hope
and a fear of hell to inspire us
to be our best so that when this
lifetime has come to an end,
Eternal life with You be ours
someday.

Amen.